About Me
- Pam
- I grew up in Southern Mississippi, and at eleven years of age I invited Jesus Christ into my life. Several years later, I married a young man from Oklahoma and we eventually moved to his home state. There we welcomed our first child, a beautiful baby boy. Four and a half years later, our daughter was born and unfortunately tragedy struck. Our daughter suffered brain damage during open heart surgery. In the years that followed, I was her care-giver. I've been stretched and remolded as I've journeyed through many trials. I was widowed in 2003 and as my husband was dying, he said for him one of the most difficult things was knowing that I would probably bury our daughter without him. I told him should that occur, when she died I would picture in my heart him seeing her walk and talk for the first time and that would bring me strength and joy. I can truly say that it did. His death started me on this journey as "a single wife." Serving God is my passion, and I feel my call is to minister to hurting people. I am a free lance writer and a speaker.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Life Is Short
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Lessons Learned Along The Way
- Life is short. Nothing is forever so embrace today.
- Jesus Christ is the only One Who is the same today, tomorrow, and forever. He will never change and neither will His Word.
- Life may not seem fair, but it is still good. Praise Him no matter what.
- ‘Do the next thing’, no matter how simple that next step is.
- Keep moving forward and choose to let go of the pain of the past.
- Your spiritual gifting will bring energy and joy - Learn what energizes you then use those gifts daily.
- Grief should only be for a season, don’t get stuck.
- Don’t let anyone push you to do something that doesn’t feel right in your heart....No Peace, don’t do it. It’s not right for you.
- God loves you...PERIOD. He won’t love you less when you fail or more when you think you’ve done it right.
- Painful things are stepping stones to growth and will make you better if you don’t allow them to make you bitter. He can use it all but you must give Him the broken pieces of your life.
- BE ANXIOUS FOR NOTHING! Anxiety will rob you of your health, your joy, and ultimately your life.
- You’re never too old to change and grow - Let the Holy Spirit direct your path out of pain and darkness. It's an attitude.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
My favorite chocolate chip cookie recipe
Mimi's Chocolate Chip Cookies
1 cup light brown sugar
3/4 cup white sugar(I use C&H)
1 cup butter (2 sticks)
2 eggs
1 tsp vanilla
21/2 cups flour
3/4 teaspoon salt
3/4 teaspoon baking soda
1 16 oz bag semi sweet chocolate chips
I make these in my food processor. I toss in the sugars and butter first. (soften the butter by placing it on a plate and microwaving for about 25 seconds.....just enough to soften it a little unless you are organized and plan ahead and let it soften first) I cube the butter up and toss it with the sugars. I process and toss in two eggs and the rest of the ingredients, except of course the chocolate chips. Make certain all the butter is mixed in. Stir in the chocolate chips after you're done processing. NOW VERY IMPORTANT!.....they will not be nearly as good if you cook them now. I always put the dough in the refrigerator and let it get good and cold. It will harden up when the butter is cold again and will bake up much chewier. If I'm really wanting cookies, I'll put the dough in the freezer for awhile. Then when I'm ready to cook the cookies, I roll them into ping pong ball sized rolls(don't press them down) and place them on the cookie sheet...I use an insulated cookie sheet. I place them in a 350 degree oven and bake til the edges start to brown a little....the middle will still be soft looking and light. this part you'll have to learn on your own. I've had four different ovens in the years that I've baked these....some were done in 111/2 minutes but the oven I use now, it takes 15 mins. Why this oven takes so long, i'll never know....but once you learn what time it takes to make them perfect, set your timer each time you bake them and you'll have perfect soft cookies. If you prefer a crunchy cookie, bake until it is brown in the middle. Sometimes I double this recipe because my grandsons love to have these....they come over and it's easy to bake them fresh cookies. I'll keep this dough for a week or two and it's still good. Sometimes I'll only bake five or six if it's just for me. ENJOY!
Sunday, November 08, 2009
God of This City
Today, a few months later, I sat in my new church. The music minister told the story of the writing of "God of this City." Again, I was blessed even more. I came home and researched and found a link to the story on UTUBE. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXh_tgjnYJw You'll be blessed to if you watch this story and then listen to the whole thing. Chris Tomlin has recorded it. Thank you, Lord, for Your Mercy and Love. Thank you for Your faithfulness.
Friday, May 01, 2009
Unbelief Unveiled
Colossians 2:13-15 (The Message)
11-15Entering into this fullness is not something you figure out or achieve. It's not a matter of being circumcised or keeping a long list of laws. No, you're already in—insiders—not through some secretive initiation rite but rather through what Christ has already gone through for you, destroying the power of sin. If it's an initiation ritual you're after, you've already been through it by submitting to baptism. Going under the water was a burial of your old life; coming up out of it was a resurrection, God raising you from the dead as he did Christ. When you were stuck in your old sin-dead life, you were incapable of responding to God. God brought you alive—right along with Christ! Think of it! All sins forgiven, the slate wiped clean, that old arrest warrant canceled and nailed to Christ's cross. He stripped all the spiritual tyrants in the universe of their sham authority at the Cross and marched them naked through the streets.
Stronghold of Unbelief
The enemy of my soul crafted many strongholds for me to be snared by in my fifty-some years. One that I'm just recognizing is the stronghold of unbelief. I've lived in self condemnation over past mistakes most of my life. Ex. I wasn't patient enough with my son when he was growing up. I spanked him far too much. I failed in numerous areas as a wife. I made mistakes as a widow that I wish I could undo. Hind site is excellent. Oh yes, I see a multitude of areas that I wish I'd done differenly or that I'm ashamed of. BUT I'm realizing that I'm walking in unbelief by not trusting God's Word and nailing those things permanently to the cross and leaving them there. My self-condemnation doesn't honor God, it only holds me captive. God promised to forgive me of my sins if I repented. He's not the one keeping the record, I'm the one, with some help from the enemy of my soul. The great deceiver reminds me of my failures and I've bought his propaganda for years. Praise God, that He has forgiven me and all that garbage that has entered my life through the years, He's cleaned out and thrown it as far as the East is from the West. I'm the one that keeps opening up the trash can of my soul and examining it and looking at the stinky layers. He's the one that's saying, "MY child, don't you know I forgave you at Calvary? Don't you know I knew you'd fail? Don't you know I want to work all that trash to your good? Sweet child, leave it at the cross and watch me use it as compost to grow something new and beautiful. I can't do that as long as you keep dredging it up and pulling it out of the compost heap to lament over how it reeks of failure. Let it go! Let me use it. Take a deep breath and Praise Me for it and for what I did on the Cross. Don't focus on your mistakes. Focus on Me and My redemption. Focus on my Victory. I CAME TO SET YOU FREE. Walk in it! Embrace it and bathe in my Peace. BELIEVE ME!!! Believe my Word. TRUST ME! REST IN ME!"